I know your probably wondering when im updating; I’m hoping within the next week or two. I have other stories that i don’t have writer block for and it makes me put this one to the side. I didn’t forget about it ; im still brainstorming on what is going to happen. So this is just a heads up.
For people who has the Wattpad app and want to add this story to their library for notification when i update; etc.
Unknown will be on wattpad soon, im rewriting so yeah.
I’ve decided that smile the pain away only has one chapter left. Alot of shit going down. And I’m still debating on a sequel. Then again I say fuck it and end it there. So yeah, its one chapter left then the epilogue. So be perpared. Dun dun dun! Some faces reappear I or into the light…. from the dead.. lmao sike naw. but yeah expect an update soon! I was hoping this weekend but I got the Weekend to study for finals since school closed Friday so extra time. Yas,
I’m trying to get this story done so I could have it completed finally. I’m more on wattpad so if you wanna read my other (Chris Brown) stories let me know. Ill be more than happy to give ya links.
For some people who were wondering, i do have this on wattpad. if you want notification when i update :) Almost to 4,000 reads.
There’s more secrets. just trying to surface. Logan didn’t know let alone saw or spoke to his father for five years. Ty does need to tell the truth but its something stopping him from doing that. Eli already had sex with Chris she knows just to keep a eye out. And thank ya <3
Chris? Nothing is gonna happen to him…. Well as in injuries. Chris hiding something himself.
Eliza and Melissa still another subject. She’s 22 so yeah the age is ew. lol. You see how she changes when she alone with Aaron like ; the night of Erica suicide : (Chapter 11)
As the tape ended, Melissa covered her mouth in disgust. “That’s awful.. hows Eliza?’
How was Eliza? What was her reaction.. how did this affect her?
"She was calm when she gave it to me, and she was calm when she found out her mother committed suicide. I don’t know,"
"I’ll go che-"
"Mel. Go to bed I know Eliza is asleep, ill talk to her tomorrow."
Mel is showing Aaron that she cares about Eliza when she really don’t. Aaron doesn’t see nothing wrong because they act like they get along when together.
Its people who know, some don’t , and most importantly some who doesn’t care,they think why put their input if its over? Logan. oh Logan, when the times right… his importance will come. Her uncle ; her ‘father’ twin being her father is insane honestly, a lot to think over? I wonder how’s Aaron is, hows this affecting him…. But Eliza is a smart girl, she learned to be prepared. but that was something she never thought would happen. Jesse escaping? I don’t know… Eliza might be (Jay) his daughter , but i;m pretty sure he wouldn’t take her away from Aaron and she’s turning eighteen soon so it wouldn’t make sense. Andddd Jaylen Lives like three cities over, hour away from where she lives. And yeah your right it could keep her safe, but being away from Chris would make things harder.. She’s safe with Chris As well.
I’m sorry Hun, I didn’t get your feedback :/ I wish i did, And yeah Michael and Ty are the same person due to the fact Tyga is his nickname i didn’t feel like saying Michael this , Michael that you catch my drift? But yeah… I’m pissed at tumblr, i was looking forward to your feedback!
I know poor baby. We all wonder whats wrong with ty. Working for Jesse? Nahhh. And Chris.. I don’t have a clue… maybe he’s hiding something? I’ll try to update ; soon.
Imma just think this chapter had a big ass plot twist and it got you in shock or sum…
Probably 3-4 chapters left of this story (i haven’t decide yet, so maybe less or more)
96.6% of a squeal.
i had fun writing this. I’m currently writing two other chris brown fanfics on wattpad. one is a vampire and the other one is normal. should i make a tumblr page for em? in box me… or should i just post the link from wattpad;.
Updated chapter 14 not to long ago.
— 1 Week later
"Chrissssssssss you play to much, move so i can take a shower.” i whined, he’s gonna make us late to school. He smirked before leaving a sloppy kiss on my forehead and getting off of me. I screeched in disgust and punched him in the chest. "Why did you do that!?" He shrugged before leaving out of my room so i could get dress.
Even though he seen me nude, my father had some rules set up when it comes to me and Chris, Chris can’t be in the room when im showering or nude , we can’t have sex when he’s home (who would do that?), and we have to use protection.and of course we knew that. After my shower, I got dress in some jeans and a light blue v neck. Since my hair was looking decent, i just threw on a black beanie on top of my head and pushed my nerd glasses up my face. I walked to the mini mirror i had and applied some clear lip gloss. I guess today is a simple day.. Even though i have a feeling something is going to happen but ive been feeling this way for years. it couldn’t be that bad.
On the way out of my room i grabbed my phone and hobo bag. I made my way towards christopher who was outside in his car honking the horn when he’s the reason we late. I checked my phone while walking to the car and its only 7:54, yeah we’re going to be late late.
School went by pretty fast. People were still trying to give their input saying how they’re always there for me and they don’t even know my name. I smiled and thanked them even though it was getting on my last nerve. Right now, me,charlie,Chris and his friends were all at lunch. it was dead silence. Michael hasn’t been speaking or making jokes to keep us in tears. Something was bugging him but he hasn’t spoken to us for the last week or so. Today was the first time we’ve had spent some type of time with him, he’ll always say he has something to do and we’ll just shrug it off.
"Michael whats wrong?" I asked, I must scared him because he jumped and dropped his burger onto his plate. "I-m fine" he said unsure. I looked at him with a concern eye just for him to look up at me with pleading eyes saying drop it. "I’m fine just don’t worry about it alright?" I nodded before biting another piece of my sub. I looked back up at Ty, his body was tense and his face had guilt all over it. Well, whatever he did hopefully he’ll get over it.
When lunch was over, Michael was the first one out the room. I looked at Chris and he just shrugged his shoulders. I let out a sigh and walked with Charlie to our next period that i didn’t share with Chris. When we made it to our seats, i took out my notebook and stared out the window.
"Class, we have a new student. Logan Ramson.. Make him feel welcome." I looked up to see him, Jesse son. He looked at me and smiled then waved. I had nothing against him, i met him when i was fourteen, But his mother kept him away from Jesse. I didn’t know why but i heard he moved to Long island or something.
He sat down in front of me and turned around. “Eli i missed you, hows everything? i haven’t seen you in years. Hows my dad and your mom?” He asked.
"I Missed you too, but your dad in prison and my mom, she dead. So everything great i guess. I’m living with my father"
He looked confused. “My dad in prision, what he do?”
"Raped me for five years… got me pregnant ten times , and beat me into miscarriages or made me get abortions. so yeah." I said playing with my nails. I’m over the situation, he’s gone.
"Damn, i see where the beating are from, thats why my mom didnt let me near him anymore. but he deserved it how did your mom die?"
"Really? she seem so happy,"
"She was a happy bitch i guess. She killed herself from guilt.. told jesse to rape me when i was thirteen.. so yeah she planned my hell…"
"Damn… Im sorry to hear that Eli."
"I guess every fucking body sorry. sorry is just a fucking word. just shut the hell up and leave me alone" he looked surprised and turned back in his seat.
Can this day go any faster?
Soon it was time to go, I made my way outside towards Chris car. He was already waiting for me . When i was about to opened the door. I heard somebody running after me.
"Aye Eli Hold up!" Logan yelled. I turned around , he looked at me with pleading eyes. "I guess that topic was very touching and your trying to act like you don’t care but you can tell Eli. it still hurt even when it don’t physically. I’m sorry that my dad did all that to you, that made me hate him more than i do."
"Its alright Logan, I should be appolizing for being a bitch towards you. But we needa hang ight i missed you" I smiled he smiled back before bringing me into a hug and ruffing my hair a bit.
"Logan stop that shit ight" I giggled, i heard somebody clear their throat and we looked up to a slightly angry Christopher.. Uh oh.
"Oh I’m sorry guys. Logan this is my boyfriend, Chris and Chris this is my step Brother, Logan Jesse son." I explained. Logan went to shake his hand but Chris tensed up when i said Jesse son….
"He’s that nigga seed?!" Chris gritted.
"I wish i wasn’t. shit , i haven’t seen him since i was fourteen, My mom stop letting me see him when she saw i was getting black eyes and shit when i visited." Logan explained.
"I’m sorry for what my dad did to Eliza. I never thought he would go that far. or even touch somebodies else child, i thought he only beated me." he continued.
I nodded before giving him another hug. “So is your mom in town?”
"Yeah for a while, i’m staying with my aunt though."
"Alright ill see you tomorrow i guess." I said turning around to see that Chris opened my door for me. I peaked his lip and got in. Chris got in shortly after and we were on our way to my dad house.
"Chris i hope Michael alright." I mumbled.
Chris nodded. “Yeah i do too, he’s been acting like that since last week when the guys was wondering why i was smiling and shit after i came over your house, like it was weird as fuck when they found out the real reason i was smiling, now i ain’t say anything they guessed but he was just staring at me..” He answered.
“Little do you know ; i been controlling you since you were thirteen. so i advise to not have sex with Chris or anybody in general because i will find out ; just watch your back.”
I shook my head to clear the thoughts of Jesse. “that’s odd., but i hope he’s gets over whatever it is”
Me and Chris decided on getting some food from a coney island since we both were kinda hungry. i just got a small frie and Chris might as well got the whole place.
We pulled up to my house to see a familiar car in the drive way. I squealed with happiness when i thought about who’s car it is.
"Whats up with you?" Chris chuckled.
" my dad twin is here aka My favorite uncle!" I squealed again.. I jumped up the car and ran up the to the door opening it with my keys. Chris was right behind me when i walked in. I walked all the way into the kitchen where my dad, the bitch and my Uncle Jaylen were sitting at the counter.
"Uncle Jay why are you here!?" I asked literally jumping on him. Did i say this is my favorite uncle? He deserve a award.
He put a fake smile on his face which made me put a concern look on my face. “Who’s the dude?” He asked being the protective uncle he is. I got up and grabbed Chris hand. Second time of the day i introduce him to somebody.
"Uncle Jaylen this is my boyfriend Chris, Chris this is my favorite Uncle in the whole world." I looked at My uncle he clenched his jaw for some unknown reason.
"Alright Jay Eliza here now what do you got to tell us?" My dad asked. my uncle stood up looking very nervous. i got pretty nervous myself.
"to start this. I just got this today in the mail. It was one of those letters you get from people after they die, i got this from Erica.." He started.
"Aaron you might hate me but I’m Eliza biological father.."
"to start this. I just got this today in the mail. It was one of those letters you get from people after they die, i got this from Erica.." He started. "Aaron you might hate me but I’m Eliza biological father.."
I looked at Aaron who looked at his brother with anger. “What?!” he got closer and closer to Eliza uncle.. i mean father? Jaylen swallowed whatever he had in his mouth. “Erica cheated on you with me, i don’t know when she did this but its a DNA test from 18 years ago saying I’m Eliza father.”
I felt tears fall onto my hand and i looked at Eliza who started crying her eyes out. i held her tighter. as she started sliding down making me go down with her. there was a awkward silence minus the fact that Eliza was bawling her eyes out.
"I CAN’T NEVER GET A BREAK HUH?! I ALWAYS GOTTA BE MAD,SAD,OR DEPRESSED. I ALWAYS HAVE SOMETHING THROW AT ME TO HURT ME MORE. FIRST I GET RAPE FOR FIVE YEARS BY MY DAMN STEPFATHER , WHO FUCKING IMPREGNATED ME TEN TIMES, GETTING BEAT THEN HAVING MISCARRIAGES OR ABORTIONS TO HAVING A BURDEN LIFTED OFF MY SHOULDERS BECAUSE CHRIS CAUGHT JESSE IN ACTION AND HE WAS SENT TO JAIL. HEY I’M NOT DONE, I LEARNED THAT MY MOTHER WAS THE ONE WHO STARTED MY HELL. TOLD JESSE TO RAPE AND EVERYTHING, TO ADD ALL THIS UP SHE KILLED HERSELF BECAUSE SHE WAS GUILTY. NOW THIS SHIT IS THROW AT ME. THE MAN WHO BEEN THERE FOR ME, THE MAN I’VE BEEN CALLING MY FATHER, MY DAD,MY DADDY IS MY FUCKING UNCLE?!" Eliza screamed making everybody stare at her.
"everything in my life was horrible, a lie. the only thing that’s not leaving me is Chris" she finished.
Little does she know…